Steps???

HALOOO! aku buka blog, mau tak utek-utek. AKU NGGAK BISA, gimana sih caranya???? ayo dong yang mampir kasih tau....
aku yang membuat blog ini merasa bosan sendiri lihat blogku. menurut kamu-kamu gmna?


Beginilah nasib orang katrook!

siapa yang katrok???

AKU!


#tidakusahpedulikanpostyangsatuini!

Haven't met you yet

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts

I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track

Talk myself in, I talk myself out

I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it

I came up with a million excuses

I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out

You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out

And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get

I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up

I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck

Wherever you are, whenever it's right

You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing

And, baby, your love is gonna change me

And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out

You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out

And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get

I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair

In love and war

But I won't need to fight it

We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing

And being in your life is gonna change me

And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out

And I'll work to work it out

Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get

Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out

And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out

And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get

Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet

Oh, promise you, kid

To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love

Love, love, love, love

(I just haven't met you yet)

Love, love, love, love

Love, love

I just haven't met you yet

*i like it! i like it!

i'm afraid

Baru tanggal 17 agustus 2010 kemarin aku ngrassa kompak satu kelas. kita ketawa bareng, yang biasanya trouble maker jadi asik. pokoknya indah banget deh
Tapi nggak sampai setahun semua ini akan berganti. aku nggak tau masih bisa merasakan yang namanya tidur di rumah atau punya temen cowok dikelas, karena mungkin aku bakal masuk PONDOK. emang pondok bukan tempat yang jelek, sangar atau apalah. tapi aku nrasa nggak ada guna belajar sampai ke SMPN 5 YOGYAKARTA tapi ujung-ujungnya masuk pondik. aku nggak relaaa.
Pengalaman ini sudah dirasakan kakakku, dia dulu klop banget sama temen" SMPnya, tapi setelah masuk pondok dia jadi nggak tau mau mbahas apa kalau ketemu temen" lamanya OMG! i won't!

So, bagi kalian yang baca blog ini tolong bantu do'a ya biara aku bisa ketrima di SMA 3 atau 1 YOKYAKARTA :) AMIEN...

We are twin, aren't we????

I f you say, "YES" you are BLIND, but if you say, "NO" you make my heart was broken!!


Nama gue Mahran 'Afina Ghassani Sasmaja dan kembaranku Firda Rahmadani tapi kita kembaran beda bapak beda ibu. Gue seneng jadi kembarannya Firda dan Firda juga seneng jadi kembaran gue.
Kita nggak pernah berantem, kita slalu pergi kemana-mana bareng. Style gue persis banget sama dia, sifat gue juga sama gue kalem dia juga, gue pinter apalagi dia, dia cantik gue nggak kalah cantik, dari fisik juga sama hidung mancung, mata sedengan, kulit putih bersih tanpa noda, dan dia tinggi kalau gue nggak tinggi brarti gue nggak kembar dong???
banyak temen-temen gue bilang, "Ya, ampun kalian miriiiiip banget walaupun beda ortu" Gue cuma bilang, "Destiny, kalik!" 


Gue yakin bagi kalian yang nggak pernah liat gue dan Firda pasti bakal percaya! tapi gue mau bikin...... fuh, gue takut kalo kalian percaya beneran brarti kalian emang buta!


P E N G A K U A N :::::

1. Dari nama Mahran 'Afina Ghassani Sasmaja dan Firda Rahmadani udah bedaaaaaa jauuuh!
2. Mungkin ADA orang kembar walaupun beda ortu, tapi jaraaaaang banget!
3. Gue seneng-seneng aja kalo gue bilang gu kembarannya Firda, tapi Firda pasti bilang, "TIDAAAAK!!!" (dia kayaknya nggak trima banget kalo banyak orang bilang kita mirip)
4. Oke, sampai nomor 3 aku masih menyimpan kebohongan walaupun itu sudah pengakuan. sekarang aku jujur deh :  * Dari muka udah beda banget : - emang dia cantik tapi gue??? manis (pede, gue     nggak tega bilang gue jelek), - kulitnya emang putih mulus, gue... yah, gitulah (coklat, jerawatan dan blahblahblah), - gue mancung loh!, tapi ke (dalem) :( kalu dia asli sih, - mataku gue juga sedengan (sedengan untuk mata normal yang sedengan) gue akuin, gue sipit! * Dari fisik beda tipis (maaf aku bohong dikit gapapa ya??) : - gue... tinggi (mungkin di masa mendatang) dia pendek tapi dulu, sekarang udah tinggi, - gue tambun, dia sliim! (puas??) * Dari sifat : -dia emang kalem, gue kadang-kadang kalem juga kok. - dia pinter dan gue berharap gue ketularan. * Dari syle : KITA SAMAAAAA! (sama-sama pakek kerudung -__-).



ini loh foto gue dan dia

5. Ini pengakuan yang sejujur-jujurnya, NGGAK ADA YANG BILANG GUE MIRIP!!! (gue aja yang ngarep) hahahaha

Buat Firda soriii ya. eh, tapi buat kalian : tetep bilang kalo gue mirip firda yah! nyenengin hati gue dong!!! :D 

Apology...

Sebentar lagi bulan ramadhan, kayaknya aku punya banyak salah sama siapa aja yang aku kenal. jadi, sebelum terlambat aku mau minta maaf sama siapa aja yang pernah ngrasa tak saikiti. Dan bagi siapa aja yang pernah membuat aku marah, jengkel, dan segalanya dengan SAYA IKHLASKAN untuk memaafkannya. fuh! Oke, aku nggak mau buat banyak dosa untuk orang tuaku "i'm sorry, mom, dad. i'm always make you angry :B" untuk teman-temanku yang aku sayangi (aku sayang semua orang yang ku kenal. "tak kenal maka tak sayang") "MAAF,MAAF,MAAF" mungkin aku bersifat kekanak-kanakan (tapi aku memang paling muda.) especially, for GOD, "ampuni semua dosa-dosaku ya Allah :)))"

harapanku ke depannya: -semoga di bulan Ramadhan ini aku mendapat Ridho-Mu dan PETUNJUK.

                                    -semoga setelah Ramadhan, aku bisa lebih sadar kalau aku sekarang udah kelas 9!

Udah deh, segitu dulu dijalani dengan baik.

akhir kata aku ucapkan "MINAL AIDZIN WAL FAIDZIN" (loh, kan belum lebaran???? So???) :DDD

Mesut Oezil

Do you know Mesut Oezil, guys? OMG! you don't know him?? oke-oke i wnna tell you a little about Mesut Oezil biograpy.
Egghem .... first, his full name is Mesut Oezil. you can call him, Oezil. he was born in Glsenkirchen, south Germany (i wanna study in Germany :D) on 15-10-1988 (21 tahun).
He is football player in 'Werder Bremen' (his contract is running out). He also Germany national team players . I knew him when he played in "world cup 2010". I'm interested in him, because he is cute, a good football player, he was young, and if you look in his face he wasn't handsome, but there was something different in his face, AND!apparently, he is a devout Muslim. WOOW! I more interested in him.

Many time to found news about him, many news were good until i found one news which made my heart was broken! so hurt(lebay). I know that he had a child and of crouse he also had a wife!!! OH MY GOD! i felt  i don't have wish. 
i think he's stiil alone,whereas i be able college to Germany and i can meet him (but, it's all just dream, and i have burried my!)
Although, i can't be his girlfriend (wakakaka! wake up, sleep on!), but i'm still want to go to Germany and study there, maybe i can meet him in one game when i watch :)))


"Calm Oezil, i'm still going to fan you": *
i'm sorry my grammar is bad!